Sophiah's Journal

Egg retrieval is today.  As of yesterday, I only had two mature eggs.  A third one is lagging way behind and probably won't fertilize even if harvested.  For some strange reason, despite these really low numbers I still feel positive and as though it might happen for me this time.  I'm not usually a positive person, so either one of two things is going on:

a: I'm in complete denial about how dismal my chances are

b: I'm psychic and somehow know I'm going to get pregnant.

I hate to say it, but the rational part of my brain tells me that 'a' is the more likely scenario!