Itsmytime's Journal

Hi guys. I am still in Newcastle staying with Drewe.

No internet.   VERY FRUSTRATING.

I am currently in McDonalds, paying a million dollars a second to connect.  :-)

Things are going OK.

Have seen in laws and Drewe's best friend and his family.

Been shopping etc. 

I miss home and the animals though. 

Have done a lot of cleaning and washing and food preparation - not seen a lot of Drewe though. 

To his credit he is really trying hard to connect. 
Yet last night we ended up in a discussion about where we want to be / what we want to do over the next few years. 

We were at opposite ends of the spectrum......

Sad really.   I do not understand why when we disagree we end up doing things his way.

Do I always have to give up what I want.  Is that what marriage is?

Thing is that the stronger I grow and the more independent I become the less I want to just give in all the time.

Who knows.

So I have eaten my way through this week.

No scales down here either.

Period week so emotions etc have been up and down.

kids are great.  Enjoying holidays.

I am going to drive home on Monday. 

I miss you all.

Hugs
Robyn