Getting me back
July 25, 2008 7:23pm
Dear friends,
Sorry I have not been here, not been a good friend to most of you lately.
July has been about stuff here mainly. Not always …
Itsmytime’s Profile
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Itsmytime
is feeling OK
Have been disappointed with myself - need to stop letting others affect me so much. I will take control again.
Recently: 12 hugs received, 9 hugs given more …
About Me
I have an avocado farm and business. I do all the packing and drown in the office stuff. I also operate a B'n'B. I am the mother of 2 very active young boys. My husband works in Sydney most of the year. So I get lonely often. I used to be quite overweight but I am getting thinner daily. I have succeeding in getting rid of negative self talk. I am succeeding in the reestablishing of my self control and uncovering a satisfying direction and motivation. I am changing. It is time. I am hoping to develop a better relationship with my sister. We used to be close as kids, then grew apart. I have missed her.
Interests
I love heart to heart chats, writing, reading, painting, drawing, cross stitch, singing, learning, Maths, Biology, Geology, rocks, camping, caravaning, walking, swimming, going to the gym, my kids Scott & James, hugs, sex, food, going out, animals (including our 2 dogs Tess and Roxy, cat Huff Puff, 13 chickens, + heaps of birds and fish), nature, travel, I speak Swedish, wish I knew more languages and own more animals...
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Recent Activity
Today
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Itsmytime gave asmara1 a Hug 7:51pm
Hugs and hugs. Thinking of you.. :-)…
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Itsmytime gave GoodGod a Hug 7:50pm
Hugs and more hugs. You know. Thank you. :-)…
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Itsmytime gave Shannon86 a Hug 7:48pm
Thanks for the friendship. Thankfully avocados are quieter than chickens. Hugs…
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Itsmytime gave papertrucker a Hug 7:42pm
Thanks for the friendship S. It is appreciated. Hugs…
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Itsmytime gave ninalouise27 Flowers 7:42pm
Thanks for your friendship. I have been thinking of you. Miss you. Hugs…
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Journal
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Sorting marriage out
July 17, 2008 10:55pm
I am not home again guys.
i left Drewe on Monday, went home, felt misrqble about how we felt about each other, so I got mum to babysit for a few days …
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Missing you
July 10, 2008 11:29pm
Hi guys. I am still in Newcastle staying with Drewe.
No internet. VERY FRUSTRATING.
I am currently in McDonalds, paying a million dollars a …
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Emotional Eating
July 4, 2008 6:38am
Hmm I have had a busy time the last few weeks.
And an emotional time the last few days.
I was doing OK with the emotional bit until …
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Hugbook
I’m With You
R Will call later today. Hugs. R
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I’m With You
Yeah, I know you are goal oriented and successful in all your endeavors. But, I do know, ya know ??
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You are a special person and I hope everything works out and if your marriage is meant to be then just let God lead you in the right direction with your life
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i sent you a message saying, " i think we're still prayer partners." what i meant was buddies in the buddy system group. LOL i got confused.
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thanks it was hard, weird huh? you have a great weekend and be nice to you.
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Support Groups
Close Sexual Abuse
I was abused by my father for several years as a child. I have recently told my Mother and hence other family and friends. Now 38 - its not secret anymore. I don't have to be fake anymore. I can start to live.
Treatments
- \"The Courage To Heal\" Working / Worked
- Excellent Book
Close Depression
I have had depression several times. I have struggled with it often. Not so much now. Have only medicated twice. My causes are childhood sexual abuse, divorce, three miscarriages, and postnatal depression. I have since dealt with a lot of the childhood abuse, now I feel terrific.
Open Miscarriage
In December I lost my girl Jessica Emily. My last attempt baby. It devastated me. Before that I lost two boys - I called them Michael and Zac. My husband prefers to think of them as non entities. I still celebrate their would be birthdays. I do have two healthy sons too.
Open Obesity
I have been overweight for 30 odd yrs. Initially I put on weight consciously to be less appealing to the opposite sex. Now I am taking control of my life and losing weight. So far over 27 kg of the fat shell is gone..
Treatments
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- Fantastic
Open Female Sexual Issues
Suffered from many issues regarding sex - no libido, insatiability, self harm of privates, low esteem and feelings of undesirability.
Open Parenting Big Kids (5-8)
Hi. Mum to 2 boys - 5 and 7. My 7 year old has several learning and behavioural issues and we are currently enrolled in the DORE program. Hope it helps.
Treatments
- Education (School) Too Soon to Tell
- Homeschooling - remove the distractions and boost his confidence
Open Dyslexia
My 7 year old is Dyslexic. Writing and reading are very difficult. Words are read backward randomly. Especially p and q, b and d.
Open Healthy Sex
My husband and I have been married 8 years. Its good, but could be better. Both me with past history etc and him with shyness, self consciousness.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I have only realised that this is what I have been feeling for so many years, after being a victim of incest for several years, and other sexual abuses too. I need help with this...
Open Breakups & Divorce
Divorce was one of the hardest things I ever did in my life. I still wonder sometimes if it was the right thing to do. I still think of him and miss him sometimes.
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Snapshot
Recently …
- 9 hugs given
- 12 hugs received
- 1 group discussion reply
- 2 journal comments
