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Journal Entry for June 21, 2007 Mood
Thursday, June 21, 2007

Hey Everyone

I'm sorry I haven't written in awhile, not the best news to give.

I am smoking again, no good excuse why but I will tell ya all that my father in law ( was like a dad to me ) passed away on June 14th, my husband is doing "ok", as best to be expected I guess. He has been sick but we thought from what the doctors said that we would have a little bit more time. I know he is in a better place and is not in pain anymore, but it still hurts and I am still raw right now.

On the other hand, my foot is terrible, hurts all the way up my leg and sometimes into my back, I don't remember doing anything and I DO NOT want to have to go back to the doctors to tell them somethings wrong. It's one of those things where your gut tells you something is wrong and I'm tired of doing this again and again.
I'm sorry about this journal, it is not uplifting what so ever, time heals all wounds and I will be better soon and my husband and I will have each other to lean on. My back...................I wish I could tell you what I'm gonna do............I don't know?

Love ya all

Jackie

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Comments

  1. jasmine0523

    Jackie all is not lost. You will know when you are ready to quit again. Sometimes we just use the nicotine as a crutch. I stopped for 6 months but when the pain became unbearable I went right back. I wish you luck and I am sorry about your father in law. Your friend laurie


    jasmine0523

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