5-28-08
I got a apartment today. Its with a roommate but at least im getting out of my dads house
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It has been over five months since my mom was torn from my life. I still feel like it happened yesterday. I can't get the image of her dead on my lap out of my head. I don't want to keep trying to go on if there is no change. I moved into an apartment. I go a roommate. I made friends with one of my neighbors. What did this do? A new room to hide in and isolate myself from the world. I still cry daily. I don't know what to do. I don't even want to get out of bed to come on my computer (3 feet from my bed) and take advantage of this site. I've lost touch with all those I was closest to and it is all my fault. I'm being a whiny baby. I'm sorry. I just my mommy back.
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You were hurting and now you will begin to heal...........hang in there........it is tough but you can do it..........i am pulling for you............hugs
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don't disappear again now Ashley...........please........get busy even if it is just cleaning house or something..........it becomes a rut and you need to help yourself get out of it dear heart!!!!
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Ashlee................please come back online...........
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It really hasn't been that long...........it will take some time........but please don't isolate yourself..........glad you have a roommate!!!!! hugs!!!
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