WatersMoon110's Journal

Xanax, Xanax, Xanax.  This is the Xanax Song. Xanax, Xanax, Xanax. Xanax all day long.

Which is, in fact, how much Xanax I would have to do to not feel anxious all day.

I've just taken my third Xanax. I'm waiting for it to kick in. It's already hurting my stomach. Last night (a few hours after the second one) I had really bad pains in my midsection.

For me, I guess Xanax takes about twenty to thirty minutes to start working, then works for an hour and a half to two hours. Then I feel worse after coming off of it. The first time I came down off of it, I had a Panic Attack. I almost always feel worse after taking it than I did before taking it. Also, it hurts my soul.

I don't like Xanax. But, if I can drive on it, and it's strong enough to overcome my anxiety this morning (the dose I'm taking - .25 mg - isn't strong enough to deal with anything beyond my normal anxiety level), I might be able to go to class for the first time in a long while.

It doesn't feel like I'm going to be able to drive. I'll give it ten more minutes, but I'm getting drowsier by the second. It's significantly harder to type, now, particially because my eyes can't focus as easily. Damn, damn, damn. There is NO POINT in taking this shit, unless it actually gets me to class, and if I can't drive I can't get there.

My soul hurts...