WatersMoon110's Journal

Finally, it's a nice cool(ish) day, only in the 70s. The rain yesterday really cooled things off.

I sort of want to go for a walk, but the thought of walking past all those houses and people freaks me out too much for me to even really consider leaving the house. I'm such a coward.

At my mother's house, I could walk in the woods or walk down the road and not pass closely to another person. Here, all the houses are so close, and I can envision all the eyes turning to watch me from the windows.

I've been thinking about the Blasphomy Challenge: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i7QVbJnSPQE  which has led me to thinking about the state of my soul. I've never really striven to be "pure" or "good". I don't really know if I consider a human being capable of being completely "good". I've only ever wanted to be balanced, to be neutral, to be made of completely equal amounts of bad and good (or, at least, to have my good qualities equal all my bad ones). But I wonder what the state of my soul is, if I am at rest, or have tipped one way or the other...