DEAR MOM: GO SEE A --ING DOCTOR …
DEAR MOM: GO SEE A FUCKING DOCTOR WILL YA! IT FOR YOU OWN SAKE. FOR YOUR HEALTH SAKE. STOP BEING SO FUCKING …
I'm angry. With my husband.
I just wanted to talk about some things that have been bothering me. His alergies, and his refusual to do anything about them. His grandfather is a retired doctor, and my husband has said that he has gotten (and can still get) perscriptions through him. I figured this would be most comfortable for him, so I asked if he had done anything about this or was planning to...
Fucking Libras. I wasn't asking for anything new, we've been over this shit before! He should have had plenty of fucking time to think about this. But, of course, he never has ANY time to think about things that are important to me! Even when they are things that should matter to him too!
I just want him to be healthy. I asked if he wanted me to make him a doctor's appointment, "I don't know." Which reminded me that I need a doctor's appointment also. Which prompted me to ask if he has made any steps towards getting me on his company health insurance plan. Which, of course, he hasn't. It probably hasn't even occured to him, expect when I've mentioned it at home.
Unlike planning almost the whole wedding, this isn't something I can do for him. Once we both have insurance, I can probably find us a physician, an optomitrist, a dentist, and a Planned Parenthood for me (I might be able to do this sooner, I think they are willing to work with people without health insurance). But he just has to get me on his health insurance.
I don't know. I feel bad about getting angry at him, because now he feels bad. But I feel like if I don't get angry at him, not only will it not get done, but I'll just end up getting angry at me.
Damn. I thought that writing it down would make me feel less angry. But I actually feel more angry than before...
DEAR MOM: GO SEE A FUCKING DOCTOR WILL YA! IT FOR YOU OWN SAKE. FOR YOUR HEALTH SAKE. STOP BEING SO FUCKING …
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Sorry about that. i am just so fucking frustrated. I am so …
Yesterday was a hard day. I am making head way. My air conditioner hose get stopped up and dumped water all over the …
Heh. Looking for the anger management community, I found the abstinence community. Now I am just amused (and feeling slightly superior - I know I shouldn't but I do) by the poor people trying to "remain pure" for their future husbands (I don't know why, but almost all of them were chicks). And when so many of them are not sexually satisfied (either because their husbands were also clueless virgins or because their husbands have higher sex drives than they do) they will just end up re-thinking their "Christian position" on divorce. And I will laugh, because I went into my marriage with a very clear idea of what I wanted and what I was getting.
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