Today is the second month anniversary …
Today is the second month anniversary of my Dad's death. As a middle aged, (supposedly) together person, I was totally …
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I'm totally freaked out. My inlaws are coming today (supposedly not until my husband gets home from work), and I am so not up to dealing with people (even though, supposedly, they are just bringing us a load of my husband's stuff and a chair and taking us out to dinner).
I feel horrible, and too fat and too lazy to matter. I want to hurt myself, and really am surprised that I made it through last night without doing so. I want to curl up in a ball and die.
I'm trying to get my last name changed, and I just got a call from the Probate Court that my minister never mailed in the part of the marriage license she was supposed to. So now I have to wait for her to do that until I can get some certified copies of it for the DMV and SS people. This totally sucks.
I feel horrible, and too fat and too lazy to matter. I want to hurt myself, and really am surprised that I made it through last night without doing so. I want to curl up in a ball and die.
I'm trying to get my last name changed, and I just got a call from the Probate Court that my minister never mailed in the part of the marriage license she was supposed to. So now I have to wait for her to do that until I can get some certified copies of it for the DMV and SS people. This totally sucks.
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If it counts for anything, you matter to me. I don't know if I'd still be alive if I didn't have you there to just hug me the other night. I'd really felt like I reached the end of my rope and don't know if I would have had the will to keep going on if you hadn't reached out to me. Just thought you should know :)
MakingMyWay
You are important. I know how it feels to just want to disappear. Please take care. Your stronger then you know. It is hard and sucks to feel so horrible. We need you and your support for DS. No-one can take your place so please stay safe. Sending you a hug.
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good on you for getting through the night without cutting. Just take it slow i know you feel horrible but i'm always here if you need a friend or just to rant
cookiemon
*aww* Thank you guys so much!
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