WatersMoon110's Journal

I'm having a hard time not feeling discouraged. My typing isn't going as fast as I was hoping (I should be at 85 word/minute and am between 60 and 70), and I've been feel just sad, for no reason that I can disern. I think I'm going to ask the Psychiatrist if I can go up to a higher dose on my medication. I have an appointment with him on the 17th, and I will have to go there alone, since my husband will be doing training for his work in some other State for three days. I don't like going places alone much.

My car is getting fixed, so that I can maybe start driving places again (assuming that it can be fixed, who knows). It will be nice to know that I have the ability to get away from here without anyone's help, but gas is so expensive and my car drinks it up so fast.  I can probably get a full tank and extra gas money from my husband before he leaves though.

So I guess I really do have a chemical imbalance. Need more pills. Shit.

Oh well, at least there is something I can take that allows me to overcome my brain's lack of proper chemicals. I'm far better off than I was a year ago, or even six months ago. I have to keep that in mind...