I am so happy!!!!!!
June 2, 2008 12:05pm
I'M ENGAGED AS OF MAY 27TH 2008.........THE WEDDING MAY BE IN AUGUST.............THIS IS THE HAPPIEST I'VE EVER BEEN IN MY …
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I am a traveler in search of healing................if you need to know more just ask, I tend to be a very private person.
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April 30, 2008 11:34am
I feel like crap and I am tired of being angry all the time for no reason.............it hurts the people who love me the most................it …
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Journal Entry for February 21, 2008
February 21, 2008 9:57am
ON THE 12TH OF FEB. THREE YEARS AGO I LOST MY MOM...............AND THE PAIN IS GREATER EVERYDAY AND IT SEEMS THAT MORE GUILT WEIGHS DOWN ON MY …
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Journal Entry for November 8, 2007
November 8, 2007 12:06pm
HI I HAVEN'T POSTED ANYTHING IN A WHILE, AND I GUESS THINGS ARE GOING PRETTY WELL. IT'S JUST SOME MONTHS ARE HARDER THAN …
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Journal Entry for May 15, 2007
May 15, 2007 12:41pm
Lately I've been really sad and sometimes I don't know what triggers this feeling. It tends to put a burden on everyday things. It's also hard for …
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Congratulations!! I am so glad to hear that you are happy. Have a wonderful weekend and better week. Take good care, Sharon
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i am search of healing also, my travels are like nonstop, everyday i walk and run, obsessed with weightloss. sometimes i wish i could just run and never stop...huggies to you just cause...
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You and I have the same problem, not talking about our loss and our problems. I believe this makes things worse for me and I keep trying to change but it is hard. I feel like I am a burden on others when I do try and talk. Hope you have a better day. Sharon
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Thanks for checking in. I am trying to hang in there. What about you, how are you doing? Margo
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thanks for the request. i lost my dad at 52 to alcoholism. i think this is harder then any other thing because he knew it was killing him. one thing that we have to know is that it's not our fault. a person is born an addict.
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Close Bereavement
I lost my MOM Feb. 12th 2005 to a nightmare of a disease. She had liver failure among other major organ failure. My Mom suffered and she was never even looked at for a transplant, that was not even an option for us we were told up front. My little sister at the time 17yrs old stayed at my Mom's bedside until her passing. I didn't want to take her off life support. I was out voted..I was angry, greedy, and sad. I just didn't want my Mom to go. I just know she has found peace. I haven't.....
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- there is not a day that goes by that I don't cry.....
- Getting Angry Not Working
- Music Working / Worked
- Prayer Working / Worked
- If they are not prayers, I talk to myself a lot. I get my Bible out where I keep her pics. It helps my get by.
- Remembering Working / Worked
- I JUST GET OUT OLD PHOTOS OF ALL THE GOOD TIMES.........IT HELPS ME TO REMEMBER THE GOOD............
Close Depression Supporters
I've been treated for depression in the past, but after what I went through I am very anti drugs to deal with depression. I put this issue on the back burner and no matter what it's there and affects me in many ways. I am not a lazy person what so ever, but I tend to have motivating problems finding jobs and I give up too easily on things. I cry everyday and it has always affected my relationships with people closest to me. They don't understans cause I don't talk about it. Friends are few.
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- Paxil Not Working
- It was horrible, I felt nothing and instead of sadness, anger and all the other feelings I did have; I felt nothing.......it scared me and I would have black out spells.
Open Alcoholism
I am a daughter of an Alcoholic family.......I lost my Mom,my best friend to this disease......It was a horrible, horrible death, she suffered. My little sis and I were at her bed side in her last moments. I don't wish this on anyone. When I see ppl. with drinking problems it hits home. My Mom left this earth on 02/12/05......I miss her so much.I feel guilty cause I didn't help her. I would just get mad at her for her drinking and gave her lectures. I live in guilt everyday of my life.
Open Cirrhosis
I lost my Mom from Cirrhosis in 2005........she was only 50yrs old and she left behind three children, an asshole husband and so much family............I miss her deeply and I think telling people my MOm's story may help others.
Open Miscarriage
On May 1, 2008 I had to have emergency surgery to remove an ectopic pregnancy that had ruptured.......it was one of the saddest and most painful days in my life besides the loss of my Mom in 2005; and with Mother's Day just happening my world seems to be falling in around me...........
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