byland's Journal

 I still have not my goal to forget about my x. He still is in the picture. Because we own a store together and I make myself crazy when I hear he is trying to do things with the girls. They are grown up and they have to make theire own mind up . But I do not want them to have anything to do with his girlfreind. She is only 8 years older than our oldest. So she is 15years younger then Dave. I need to for get and move on. I still could use some help on forgetting.

I still have the same problem about thinking about him all the time. I need to quit  for my own piece of mind. This weekend is his family get together and I feel bad about no being included. He is like an addiction. I want some advice on how to move along. He is not a good person and I know it but I still linger on. HELP!!!

  I went to a freinds for the 4th. It has always been a very hard holiday  We always out on the lake as a family. But it was never a happy time because there was always stress. Dave was always hard to please no matter what we did. But now I need to get on and try to live my life. I have not done that yet. I need to forget him and leave the junk behind. I need to remember that my marriage was not stress free. The only thing that Dave misses is his money. Not family. He has his little girlfreind and I only hope that he treats her the same way he treated me. I just need to forget.