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Whats a birthday with out mom? Mood
Saturday, June 14, 2008 | A Painful story
I am missing my mom today, in between my mom dying and burying her I had a birthday.  I miss the little chats I had with her on the phone. I used to tell her how thankful I was that she had given birth to me.  I still tell her now but does she hear me?  All I had was one lonely birthday card from my brother back home!  My birthday was quiet and sad..And my thoughts flew back to that June, two years ago, it made me cry, I just wanted her here with us again.  I had a few sleepless nights due to my hernia playing me up and I could not get comfortable in bed..stayed up most of the night fighting with those thousand pillows I have, trying to find a way to get comfortable and not to slide down the bed and to avoid  acid reflux.  It feels like I  have gone ten rounds with a heavy weight boxer. My head and body feels heavy and I ache all over..The weather is hotter than the devils draws, my feet have puffed up and I dont feel like doing anything but just sitting on the couch and watching tv and perhaps pig out on coleslaw and potato salad and crank up the air conditioning.  Perhaps after this month is over I might feel a bit better..Love to all, Elli xx
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  1. clarencesnsnowball

    On the 17th of June, it will be 1 year since my mom passed away. I miss my mom too. I know how you feel and I'll say a prayer for you my good friend. Happy Birthday to you!!! I hope your health improves...take good care. Clarence and Snowball.


    clarencesnsnowball

  2. LisK

    I am with you Elli !! I hear your pain !! My mum died 8 years ago and I still miss her so much !! Just try to think she is with you in spirit and someday will be reunited !!
    HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!


    LisK

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