Journal Entry for May 31, 2007
I am actually doing really good today, took two tests in school today which would usually stress me out but I am currently attending a stress …
is feeling Good
I am a twenty-one year old, I am currently attending school but will be graduating in Dec. I live at the beach and love it, I love children, reading and meeting new people. I live with my mother still but will be moving out right after I graduate. I cannot wait to do either and am really nervous about it.
I am actually doing really good today, took two tests in school today which would usually stress me out but I am currently attending a stress …
Today has been a really difficult day. I tried to talk to him this morning but we got into a stupid argument, an argument that meant more to me …
Today has been a really difficult day. I tried to talk to him this morning but we got into a stupid argument, an argument that meant more to me …
I am talking to my ex wondering if it is a good idea. I have been more relaxed with him and in my everyday life since the break up but I do miss our …
Today I broke down again because my best friend blew me off for someone else and my ex of four days told me he was ready to start dating again. I …
Hey there! I just joined and wanted to say hello and good luck to everybody in Jax!
Good morning sweetie. Lots of hugs for you on this Monday morning!
Good morning Lissa. Have yourself a terrific Tuesday!
Good morning, Lissa. Today is a day of rest. Enjoy your Sunday!
Good morning, lissa. Have a tremendous Thursday!
I just got out of a year and a half long relationship with a man I was engaged too. Codependency has plagued our relationship the whole time and has plagued my life for years. I have found just a few months at a time single but I am depressed during those times and then I jump at the first relationship that comes about. I now feel alone and a little depressed.
I have been battling with bipolar disorder my entire life but I was not diagnosed until I was nineteen. I was always misdiagonsed with depression and the depression progressively got worse with anti-depressants (Zoloft) and the doctor would not listen to me. He kept increasing in until I was self-injuring myself almost three times a week. I then flushed them down the toilet and never hurt myself again, I then went to a therapist who then asked me to take several surveys, I found out then.
Recently I have had a hard time with taking NO for an answer from my ex. When we were together we would yell, scream and even throw things at one another. I know that part of this has to do with my codependency and my over analytical personality but sometimes I feel that it is more than that.
My fiancee of a year and a half and I broke up a couple of weeks ago. It was not easy and I miss him. I will never stop loving him I wish that I could because it would make it easier.