Dear journal: Another day has come …
Dear journal: Another day has come and my mood is grim. Must be because it is early in the a.m., and everyone else is …
Okay, school is over for the time being...
So the bear mom knows I am here, so she is herself, her mean bully nasty self. She has her ongoing hatred mantra pointed at your's truly.
She is all about paranoia about money.
I am trying to make money.
Funny, her sister, Emma, my secret advocate Emma (born April 17, 1928) points out condition of fact. Jolan my mom never held a job in her lifetime where she ever had to report to anybody in her whole lifetime. Emma points this out.
Jolan keeps at you like a robot. Like always she keeps saying, " ... I forbid you to take anymore school ..."
LOOK ...
When I was 16, she said the same thing. She always wants everybody to quit school. She wanted me to quit way back so I would never complete 10th grade.
LOOK ...
At least I finished BFA in 1979, plus cert. in Tech Drawing in 1985 (AS equiv.) plus other courses and training paid by Hickok, plus now I am on an AS in IT .....
So my whole life I've been the adversary of ignorance that way.
If she didn't weigh a thousand pounds I'd put her on the top shelf where she can't get down.
Dear journal: Another day has come and my mood is grim. Must be because it is early in the a.m., and everyone else is …
Hey everybody, today i feel verry heavy, Lilly keeps comeing right to the top of my belly and just stay there pushing …
God what a night! I only got 3 hours sleep because i was so high and couldn't settle to sleep and was up doing …
That is too funny. Well, at least you have your sense of humor. That is good. Maybe you could find somewhere else for mom. Hugs, friend.
ChrisAz