nightmares
last night horrible nightmares about the evil one,he was back in my life and i was so unhappy.i don't remember the …
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Sorry I haven't been on guys, I know I left you all hanging and wondering about my marital sitch. but I only DS when I'm at work Mon-Wed.... (don't you love it!?)
Okay, so against Janey Ma and Auntie M's advice in particular, I did send M a pretty colorful e-mail last Wed. night, you guys have kids though, you must be used to us not heeding advice! Anypoop-he and I went back and forth all night (he works graveyard) and we actually seemed to be making a lot of progress. I mean, he said he was sorry and it would never happen again, blah, blah but we realized we needed to work on maintaining our marriage overall. That was last Wed., I can honestly say after all those lovely e-mails, things don't seem much better but for right now I just don't care, i am tired of being sad and unhappy-I'll just ride it out for a while and see how it goes.
In the meantime, we had a playdate on Friday, Ian had so much fun-It makes me so happy to see him laughing an playing...
Now he has a horrible cold or soemthing, temp. of 102 and just feeling awful, he was up all night last night and I still came to work-M will stay with him today, if he can't handle it I'll go home.
At one point when he was asleep last night I dozed off and had a dream that he died-I cannot express the horror and sadness that I felt in that dream-I am still bummed out about it.
uh, I just sneezed!! I can't afford to get sick right now....ugh..and I bought a compact the other day without a mirror, didn't realize it until just now-I will have to go all the way to the common restroom at work to make sure I don't have snot all over my face.
Well gotta run! Love ya guys...
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It's good you talked with hubby----progress usually does take some time, so it doesn't surpirse me that everything wasn't instantly fixed. Being able to communicate about it important part. You're smart to recognize when you're getting too overwhelmed and need to just let things ride for awhile..... :)
Hopefully you're not getting sick...and hex on those compacts that don't have a mirror. Only a man would design a compact without a mirror!!!!
MsRigorMortis
Okay, okay JJ, I somehow knew you wouldn't heed my and Ma's advice. I didn't at your age either, and yes I have kids of my own, so yes I understand perfectly. I hope things are getting better between you. I hate emails over important stuff, because words can be interpreted and construed in ways we didn't mean them to be. I hope things improve for you. I thing you guys need a playdate with each other alone...let your mom babysit, that is the least she can do. I am sorry Ian is sick, poor little guy. You be careful as to not catch what he has got. Kids bounce back quickly...we don't! I love you JJ and only want you to be happy! Why, because that is exactly what a wonderful wife and mother like you deserves to be. love you, Auntie M
bizemomm
So glad you guys talked. Just keep those lines of communication open. Try to get a date night or day together. You really need that.
Sorry to hear about Ian, sure hope he starts feeling better and that you don't get sick.
Dawn2
Little Buddy!! I wish you weren't hurting so much!! - You must know by now that most men flirt, it makes them feel good! Most of us are not as good detectives as you!!
Once you find out these things you sure do lose trust!! I can't give you advice because it would probably bite me in the butt!! - Take care of Ian and yourself. Love you. Connie
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