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Bonjour friends.
Got back last night but started to feel very chesty and had a sore throat, feel better today, must just be a 24 hour thing perhaps.
Just spent the weekend alone, well just me and the cats actually. My best friend didnt come home, he was watching an airshow in the north-east, they had Harriers, F -15's, The Red Arrows and WWII aircraft. Would have loved to have been there, aircraft used to be a passion of mine as a child.
Suffering with tinnitus big time, had to take a sleeping pill last night, had fallen asleep earlier on in the evening and couldnt get back to sleep in the dead of night due to the noise and discomfort. Scan cannot be far off now, Im just as fearful in someways, of them turning around and saying; There is nothing abnormal.
Where would that leave me? But then to think of the worst case scenario, just makes me shiver.
As always, I take a look at some of the other good souls on this site, and I realise there are always people worse off than yourself. I feel guilty then too, feel like kicking myself up the backside. Why cant we all just be fine and dandy, or am I confusing this level of reality with another?
Hoping to get back to a friends Chilli farm soon, just what with onething and another, not really had a chance. I do enjoy being outdoors and the wind and fresh air, but the weather has been so unforgiving.
Just improved slightly. My thoughts are with those in the UK who have really suffered as a result of the flooding, those who have lost propery, possessions, and even loved ones in the worst cases.
Goes back to what I just said, there are always those worse off.
Keep in touch. XxX
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sweetie im here anytime ya need to talk. friends always hugs missy
missymoomoo
That is very true about those worse off! Words of wisdom! I do hope they find something that will make you feel much better soon. You have a wonderful, positive spirit!
Robinsolo