just cut again. what the hell is …
just cut again. what the hell is wrong with me?!
What the hell is wrong with me? Why, why why?.
just cut again. what the hell is wrong with me?!
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MY COMPUTER?! I CANT SEND ANY HUGS!!
I GIVE UP TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!!!
Im trying to be there for you,but your making it so hard.I cant stand by and watch you destroy yourself "Bear" it breaks my heart. I love you, and we do need to talk,but i hate doing it over the phone.You said things yesterday,things that made me question everything,and now im confused.We made promises to eachother,and niether one of us is keeping them very well.I need to see you,now, but i know thats not going to happen.I dont know what to do,i dont want to lose you,but,i cant watch you do this to yourself-it hurts me and it hurts you.
And as for cheating-well, you know my stand on that.
I need time to think
pinkfairy