Journal Entry for April 19, 2008
April 19, 2008 10:49am
have been feeling a lot better recently, despite an ex girlfriend resurfacing, telling me she was in love with me, then telling me never to contact …
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creative soul suffocating and bound
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Journal Entry for March 16, 2008
March 16, 2008 4:18pm
im routinely down, but tired of the routine. tired of the effort it takes to be happy, sad, tired of having to brush my teeth, tired of how i look, …
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Journal Entry for March 3, 2008
March 3, 2008 1:56pm
ive made a decision today, or rather reached a decision, that i hope will change my life dramatically for the better. or maybe it wont. but the point …
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Journal Entry for February 20, 2008
February 20, 2008 2:41pm
"In fear every day, every eveningHe calls her aloud from aboveCarefully watched for a reasonPainstaking devotion and loveSurrendered to self …
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Journal Entry for February 18, 2008
February 18, 2008 4:54pm
feeling a bit better this evening, though fragile. just sat in the dark listening to music, watching over a sleeping baby. its like i said though, …
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just wanted to say g'day, hope you are doing well. hugs Bee :)
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i him so glad that your painting is helping your mood and that your going to art class good for you getting out and meeting with people.
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Hey you! Where you been? What you been upto?? Hope everything is ok...
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i care about you and what happens to you and i bet alot of other people do to. hang in their buddy i will be praying for you.
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good gooing in just being youself and enjoying yourself good going.
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Close Anxiety
crippled by social anxiety, feel lost without the crutch of drugs/drink which have now had to give up due to extremely bad illness, trying to rebuild life, though esteem architecture not my strong point.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- weekly therapy, hard to see improvements if any, therapist left for a new job, left it there
Close Schizophrenia
diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder
Treatments
- Zyprexa Working / Worked
- was fine on 15mg for couple of years, then recently had slight relapse, now on higher dose, it seems to have caught relapse early enough
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressionhave suffered from depression for a long time, before the schizo part of my illness manifested, now as well as, have tried a couple of anti depressents but hated them and swore never to go back after reading up on them, have had therapy (CBT), some progress but soon forgotten, now just take st. johns wort and accept the rest
Treatments
- Prozac Not Working
- hated them.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- therapy concentrated on my anxiety/social avoidance which perpetuated my depression, but depression actually won out over the work we did. therapy abandoned.
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