taylorB's Journal

Well, my husband and I talking again. It just ticks me off that he can only be sweet when he knows that im mad at him. Why cant he just be sweet all the time? Yesterday, on his way home, he stopped on his way home, and picked flowers for me. Something that hes never done, and wouldnt have done if I wasnt mad at him. But he knows that I fall for mushy stuff like that.
Adrianna, my 4 year old, went on a trip with her headstart class today. They are going to the nature center in Asheville. My mom went with her bacause I cant afford to miss a day of work. I hate that I have to miss so much with her because I HAVE to work. I wish I would win the lottery, but dont we all?
Greg still wants to wait to try to get pregnant now. I dont even think that I can get pregnant now. As long as we have tried and nothing has happened; and now knowing that he wants to wait,I feel like itll never happen. Its really put me between a rock and a hard place. Its like tring to melt ice in the freezer. I really want to have a baby with my husband though, so we can have one together. Oh well, I guess itll happen when its right. Or ill just accept the fact that ill never have another baby, and be happy with the one that I was blessed with. Which unfortunatly is more than some can say. I wish every one could just be happy and have what they want.
We move into our house in 2 weeks. Im excited. But I so dread packing and unpacking again.
Well I guess ill get back to work. Hugs to all. Im wishing the best to every one.