Journal Entry for February 7, 2008
February 7, 2008 8:25am
Still totally sticking to my goal. Been thinkin about drinkin for a while now - just remembering how much I liked it - but I try to remind myself …
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katiefcked
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Just chillin.
About Me
Teacher these days, e.d in sort of remission, at healthy BMI. Been in hospital for 1 year. Lowest weight was 4stone 3 pounds and real weight these days is about 9stone. Also have a pretty serious self-harm history that has been dormant for quite a few years but is still enough to stop me getting life insurance (the bastards). Quit drinking recently in an attempt to reclaim my sanity - seems to be working!
Interests
Reading lots and lots about every thing. Trying to find ways to make life more interesting when I'm on my own. Playing the piano crappily on purpose. For the neighbours. Who keep asking me to stop...
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Journal Entry for February 5, 2008
February 5, 2008 6:38am
Doing well with this goal. Haven't touched a drop since I made the decision to quit. Trying to keep it up.
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Journal Entry for February 5, 2008
February 5, 2008 6:26am
Goin through a kind of post christmas funk I think. Not got much to look forward at this time of year and so I just feel tired and unmotivated. …
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Journal Entry for January 15, 2008
January 15, 2008 11:36am
Well christmas went ok and I am more or less fine. A couple of slips ED wise over the festive period but my weight is still steady and I'm still …
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Journal Entry for November 23, 2007
November 23, 2007 9:40am
Got a stomach bug and feel rotten. Still eating but no appitite at all. Mostly getting by on lots of toast and peanut butter - it's the only …
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was diagnosed as anorexic at 13 kinda struggled wiv it since tho' now only seems to rear its ugly head wen my life becomes unmaneagable, at present drink my demon would have been 30odd days sober (gave up counting wen picked up)now startin 1st day again crikey wen will it end pls help me stay strong?
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Your human and we all make mistakes. Just don't give up because you are worth it!!!
I’m With You
try not to beat yourself up we all have bad days but we just have to pick our self up and try again tommorow we have no control over what we have done but you are strong enough to control what you do. be strong my love im sure with support tommorow will be better
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yupperz im good. how are you hunny?
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Hi Katie Can you get to an AA meeting today. i think that would really help mail me back if you need to. This is not the end just a slip Much love Nikki
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Close Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaRecovering from anorexia and bulimia Lowest weight under 5 stone and was in hospital in The Priory(for a year). Doing well these days at a healthy weight. Getting married next summer and generally feeling good.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Good. Helps you to look at your negative behaviours and find positive replacements. Works well along with conventional refeeding program and talk therapy.
Close Self-Injury
Self-harmer trying not to. Eating disorder also trying not to. Done all the treatments, found therapy the only helpful thing (CBT and just talking). Also, very loud music helps! Teaching in Scotland now and with partner.
Treatments
- Prozac Not Working
- Hated the "spaced out trippy" feeling but know it works for some people. Wish it did for me!
Open Alcoholism
Erm, just quit drinking. Looking for some support!
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