annieagain's Journal

I have almost organized my apartment just need a few more little containers and to finish my desk and my closet that continues to threaten to vomit clothing it can get ugly in there. But I am so proud of myself I have always wanted my level of organization to be here and I got most of it really inexpensively!!! I have started a new goal to stop taking the percocet oxycodone I have not had a half of one 325/5 since Tuesday I am determined to not slip went this one, I know this will be hard I will not stop the diazapam but I have not had any of that for a long time either, I know I will need them and respect what they can do for me but because of that I will not abuse them so for now it is bye-bye.  I still have not gotten in to start the solumedrol but should get it started tomorrow morning.  I am ready to get some help to learn how to deal with my oldest daughter and to decide how much responsibility I need to take as far as my grandchildren are concerned.  I usually  do not feel the need for help but need some help sorting this out as to how to handle this.   I hope I will be strong when it comes to the percocet.