Here is a quote I found on a quote …
Here is a quote I found on a quote website.I've finally realized what life is all about....It's about hanging …
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Today I am sad and in so much pain all over and I do not feel as though it is the flu anymore. For a few days I thought I had a broken heart, which surprised me! I did not think my heart could feel that way again that I would allow it to feel that way again to care for another. I have a wonderful friend and we have always talked about what ifs and finally we decided to go forward with a what if, first I must say that I do love him dearly and would do anything for him and he for me. It is funny but I begun to see the world with just him for me and it felt right and I did not want to look farther than him. I was so happy to have finally been able to just have that step taken and so easily. Then he went undercover and I thought I had just hung myself by giving into loving again. He is having a personal crisis at this time his house and job all at the same time and he is keeping it to his self. Something I know he does and I now know I was not kicked over and someway we will find a way to at least remain friends since he may need to move out of state. I just know I am not giving up on my dream with him. I have waited so long to say out long that I am finally in love again and not afraid of it. Now the flu, I really think the MS is tired of playing second fiddle to it and and a real live relapse is showing up. So now I will call doctor and beg for steroids to feel better. I now know I can work and will look for a job just closer to home.Oh and by the way I am in love!
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Smile... good for you hon... where there is a will there will always be a way around anything..even if you have to wait awhile to get to the finish line...smile...
and yes my dear..call the dr. the "flu" has been going on to long with you...sigh..
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