annieagain's Journal

Well I went to work Tuesday and Wednesday and lived through both days, the actual job part was easy but my back was screaming and walking was difficult.  I did go out and attempted to straighten a few shelves.  Then I saw it a circa 1970's suit a white one with shades of blue plaid, I had to ask where they kept the time machine I think my 8th grade science teacher might be in need of his suit!  Besides a trip back in time when I did not have MS would be kind of nice if I could hitch a ride on the machine.   Of course there was bossy snot nose kids acting like they were God's gift to retail telling me I should proberly look for a sit down job like a teller marketer.  I just glared at her and told her I was making the district's high seller list when her mom was still in grade school!  She did not want to go and fold sweaters and told me to go and fold them.  Well you are not my supervisor I do beleive they told you to go do it.  Ha she did not know how to do it!  Everyone else was very nice and helpful when it came to getting help to get to my car etc.   Well tonight I was having quite a difficult time walking and needed to sit down for awhile, the one boss that knows about MS was not in tonight so the ones in tonight told me to just go home and get some rest.  Then since I was waiting on my wheelchair and checking out the sales while sitting on my walker she came back up to me and told me to call the one manager tomorrow since she wants me to go to work at the store she is going to take over, she wants me in accounting and cash cage.   I was hired as a cashier but they I guess were trying to decide the best place to put me.   I am a little concerned about my difficultly in walking last couple of days, maybe it is the topamax.  I am still having migraines,  and I am now going to write down all on labels that I am eating daily along with all ingredients of vitamins.   It cannot hurt to look for the culprit.

Tomorrow is my mamogram and then my MRI  then Monday I am going to physical therapy and hopefully start next week learning the accounting job!  I am excited about that!   I am trying not to act like one with a swollen head but I cannot help it,  my one girlfriend was jumping all over me when I told her I was going to ask for tomorrow off because I would be too tired after MRI etc,  she thought I would get fired but yet they were already looking for a better place to use me because they thought I was a good person to have as an employee and knew that my standing and walking all over would be too hard.  She is the same person that would not talk to me when she found out I made more money to start than she makes after doing her job for 20 years.  She is also the one who introduces me as her friend with MS ,  and tells me that I only need to stretch my back to make it feel better and that yoga is stupid and on and on!    Sorry I am just on a continual cripe tonight!  I will spare you and not even start on either of my daughters.  I need anyway to get to bed so I will get to Mamogram and MRI on time tomorrow.