annieagain's Journal

It is not really wrinkled I am too lazy to carry iron board to bedroom and I need to iron capri pants for doc tomorrow and t-shirt!  Of course I am aggrevated tonight and not at anyone just in general I guess.  My car is still sitting in parking lot and I want it fixed, I feel pretty good and would like to find a job even part-time.  And look at houses.  I feel good and I am doing so much more but yet I still feel different I know it is me, I have to knock it off my shoulder and go on!  My older sons are telling me that Gary should not move here cause if he did I would call police if he did something wrong.  Well smoking weed yes everything esle is decusion except stolen cars!  Now he is waiviering.  He went to court and they down talked me and stayed a needed a job and it needed to be more stable here.  I am always home and if not I go out to eat or shopping and make arraignments for Steph to be someplace else.  Unlike Dad who leaves Gary home with his 20 yo brother all the time so he can go and bop his girlfriend!  But I am the bad one according to Judge!   Well after the trash hes brothers are talking he is uncertain about coming here looks like the new gf has replaced me already!

Hopefully the neuro will send me someplace after tomorrow for my foot it is swollen and hurts very badley from when I fell after tripping on Stephanie's cord last weekend.  It  hurts to sit and walk some hope to get some help!  I am a clutz!