annieagain's Journal

I am going back to school or online to school sent my application for online classes for BA in History at University of Maryland this afternoon!  I am very excited no turning back now!  Tonigt I need to dig out my transcripts along with my form from the MS society to get assistance for hand controls for the new car I am hoping to buy this month along with help in tranportation to the Tysabyri appointments which will not let me drive home from afterwards.  I am also very excited about Gary coming to live with me at the end of the summer so I am looking for a job and a newer place to live.  Working on computer skills as well especially Excel for the computer been a long time since I have used that program.  So need pointers on that one.   I am trying to remain as positive as I can and try to remain on track as best as I can which can be difficult at times with the chipmunks wanting to imvade my home and the divorce pending and the ex walking aroung with a serious mood disorder that is frieghtening and then i live in teen age mood mecca hell!    Not to mention I need a set of wheels to just get out of here for a few minutes.  And this lack of money is putting a crimp on my spending habit.  This I to will survive because I dd order a cross stitch kit and hope to find another one for a good price soon these really soothe and relax me alot!  I am having more and more migraines  in last few days  so they upped the Topamax another 25 mg to 100 mg  and added another break though med for a migraine if I have one.  Have not picked up script yet.   Hope it works better than the other stuff was working for me which was not helping alot. 

These headaches are driving me nuts and to off the deep end!  If I get one more crank you have been approved for a credit card call  were some idiot talks fast and will not take no for an answer and just yells at me I will go though the phone ant do him off I do not know what I am saying my head hurts so bad I should not be held responsibible I am calling the last place backe in the morning after I go to the drug store this evening to get the new drug and take it tonight I better wake up refreshed in the morning! 

I am not acting like a woman that carries a coach bag and will be a college graduate and most of it came from Purdue University(which to us Hoosiers that grew up down the road frod form Purdue we thought it was a Cow College!).  So I should act like I went to IU and hang up on the telemarketers.!   I need to go lay down now and hope the head ache goes away so I can eat dinner tonight. 

I am starting my new goal: The hardest thing for me to do I will read and understand and use all on my cell phone handbook!   Now this one is the hardest thing I had ever attempted! Hell just reading the book let alone reading it and applying it to book is totally ming bologoling!  OH hell it is a total mind F**K!!!