tabbycat's Journal

So this is the worst time of year to try to find a job!!!!!  This guy got me all hyped up on this financial analyst job with Primerica, I could be a vice president running my own office in a few years, blah blah blah....and I started the training....without PAY.  Then I realized, this is a fucking commision only job...and I need LESS stress in my life.  I need to focus my energy on something steady and guaranteed!!!  I was fighting the depression so hard, and I realized....I cannot do this, this is not the right time in my life to try to do this kind of thing. 

We never got our deposit back on our old place, it has been over 2 months now, the state law is 21 days.  Now I have to take the asshole to small claims court....but can get up to 2x the amount...that would be nice right now, we are not having much of a christmas.  I asked my husband what he wanted, and he said he wanted the rent paid.  I borrowed money from a credit card, paid january rent, and got him a christmas card that says....the rent is paid.  I also got him a few other small things.  I doubt that I will get much for christmas this year.  It is so strange not shopping for mom...I called my brother crying last week, because now I do not have anyone to make me a stocking.  I will make my brother, my husband and our friend that stays with us Bob stockings...but Mom always made us a stocking every year.  My brother said he would make me one.  I made Mom one the past few years once the thought had occured to me to make her one...I always bought her more than one gift too like my husband.  I always buy my husband lots of gifts....cause we don't have any kids...he's my kid!!!