I am kind of freaked out now, and getting very depressed again. My disability ran out and I am so worried about money I cannot concentrate enough to even try to work on a resume to try to get a job. This is the worst time of year to try to find employment, especially when I am trying to change careers. I don't know what to do, I do not want to stress out my husband....so I tell him we are doing ok. I have borrowed so much money from my credit cards and will probably need to borrow more before it is all said and done. I have not worked in a year due to my depression and anxiety. I was told by a service rep at the state disability that I was eligible for another year and he sent me the paperwork, but they denied me and told me I exhausted my benefits.....so now I am in a scramble...what a horrible time to not have money...during the holidays.