Journal Entry for June 30, 2008
June 30, 2008 2:53pm
I just don't think I can deal with all of this anymore
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50 %
Goal End Date is Jul 15, 08 37 days ago.
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BayBrat
is feeling Horrible
About Me
Being "taken to the cleaners" by the STBX. He was emotionally abusive during the marriage, now he's abusing me financially. I pretty much have lost my will to live. Hanging on only by a thread now. Once the axe falls, I doubt I will survive.
Interests
None anymore. There's no point.
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Support Groups
Close Breakups & Divorce
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- Forgiveness Not Working
- Love Not Working
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- Support Groups Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Not Working
- Time Not Working
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
Emotionally abused by my STBX for nearly 10 years. He is very insecure and has low self-esteem, so his way of making himself feel important was to pound the people he claimed to love into the ground emotionally by belittling, bullying, pushing, manipulating, attacking our self-worth.
Treatments
- Forgiveness Considering
- I would forgive him if he would only stop abusing me.
- Leave Not Working
- We separated last March and he's still controlling me by not allowing the divorce.
- Talking Not Working
- "Our" friends think he's great. They don't want to hear me talk bad about him so they avoid me.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionFirst diagnosed with depression about 15 years ago. Been doing well for the last 5 years or so until now. I can feel it creeping back.
Treatments
- Effexor Not Working
- I took 1 pill. HORRIBLE side effects! Never again.
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- Can't really get my mind to shut up. I also have ADD.
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Puhleeese....
- Prozac Working / Worked
- Made me gain 50 pounds.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Too expensive. Besides, one hour a week?... come on!
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- A good bout of depression will make 99.9% of family and friends run for the hills.
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- Fewer side effects than anything else.
- Writing Working / Worked
- I do this even when I'm not depressed. It's become a way of life.
- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
- Quit working after a while.
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