is feeling OK
Where do i begin??? Well i'm a postal worker, have been for about a year now. I am trying to work things out with an ex boyfriend who used to be physically abusive. This was six years ago. I'm praying in my heart he has changed, i believe he has, but am still skeptical.
July 22, 2008 9:56pm
My mom sure does know me to a T. She says i'm always in a fantasy world and that i never come down to reality. She's right. …
April 4, 2008 12:14am
Im horrible at this. I used to journal constantly. I would vent a lot. I need to start doing it again. Im still with my ex …
January 28, 2008 11:44pm
Yes lest add to my codependency. I finally went on a date with my friend from prison. I was excited over NOTHING! Call me picky, …
October 13, 2007 12:16am
I am very proud of myself today. My friend from prison got out the 2nd i guess and he called me up and wanted to meet. Today is the 12th …
September 26, 2007 6:37pm
In addition to my last entry, i just heard from my best friend Theresa, what i wanted to hear. She said to not care what other people think or …
just wanted to send you a hug
i knokw how you feel
Hi sweetie...its so good to hear from you!!! Ive missed you so much. What kind of problems you been having? I hope that everything is going good for you. I have really missed you. Take care...(((((((HUGS))))))) Julie
Codependent sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!belive me i know,dont give up on trying to deal with it,you will become a better person in the end. Love,hugs and lots sunshine from Hawaii
hi i live in tx .where is the four corners>>??
"Eli" and i met 6 years ago. Things went great at first, then the abuse started to progress little by little. We weren't living together for too long, then i moved back home 200 miles away when i had enough. I have had a relationship for 4 1/2 years, the beginning was physically abusive, then stopped, and turned into emotional abuse. Anyway on to "Eli"... I have always had him on my mind, always missed him and have always kept in touch with him.
Since i was 15 i've been depressed. I have had a verbally abusive mother growing up. I've never felt 'worthy' of a lot of things. I've also never felt like a person who can make solid decisions without regrets. I'm not blaming my mom, but i feel she had a lot to do with it.
I grew up not being skinny, never had any self-esteem, was put on phen-fen when i was 15, dropped weight like crazy, had a boyfriend ever since. Not the same one, but i haven't been single for very long. i've gained weight ever since phen-fen was taken off the market, and still am in relationships with men where i feel like i have to take care of them. a friend of mine has told me i'm afraid of dying alone, and it's true.
I've been on synthroid for 8 years, hypothyroidism is hereditary on my mom's side. I am definitely the most overweight. I suffer from fatigue still, and lack motivation and energy.
was diagnosed with pcos when i was 17 and wasn't told until a year later by the doc. they 'forgot' and put me on orho-tricyclen. didnt see an improvement really. still a lot of weight gain.
Have had a life long struggle with weight. Suffer from PCOS,depression, and hypothyroidism.
My boyfriend who is 26 has schizoprenia. I love him a lot! I just do not know how to handle him when he does not take his medication! I used to live with him 6 years ago, and he used to hit me. He used to do drugs, and drink a lot. Now he is not doing that. He is going to college and is trying to make his life better. My parents do NOT like him becuase of our past. I want to be there for him, i dont want to see him hurt,i love him. Someone please help me understand this horrible illness!:(
My ex boyfriend who i am talking to again and we're back together. He suffers from a TBI from getting into a terrible car accident he was ejected from the car. He was in a coma for 14 months and lost a quarter of his brain. I cant really tell much of a difference of how he thought back then and now. His mom has to remind me hes brain injured. IT's very hard.
