Journal Entry for October 13, 2008
Lil update. Hurty today with headache. Took meds and had a nap but its still there some. Even had sex which was a fleeting cure. I guess the …
is feeling Bad
3 Day Wknd! Happy Canadian Thanksgiving! Doesn't really feel like it tho since I dont' get to go home.
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I'm 23, in a realationship, going to college and struggling with eating disorders, depression, chronic pain and medication abuse.
TV, Reading, The Ocean, My Wonderful other Half, My Kitty; Moobear, My Family, Sleeping, Eating.
Lil update. Hurty today with headache. Took meds and had a nap but its still there some. Even had sex which was a fleeting cure. I guess the …
I started my workterm and it seems to be going ok.
i am basically working there but not getting paid for it.
doing pretty much a normal shifts work. …
Not a particulary great day but tomorrow is Monday and I think I shall start my weight loss journy then. I have to start sometime and what better …
so how was thanksgiving? did u have some pumpkin pie?
Shadow is fixed. He's been fixed for about 3 years now. That is what confuses me. It's been long enough that he has no reason to do it. I was told that it might be that another cat sprayed our door. IDK. How are you? HUGS Tonya
what movie.........hip...hip hop...hip hop anonymous?
So far I have taken some DVDs back to Blockbuster for my neighbor, gone to Walmart and picked up a few things I needed (non-food related) driven around in my car with the stereo cranked singing at the top of my lungs, taken a bath, shaved my legs, done a load of laundry, and now I'm back here. I think I'm gonna make it tonight. Whew! Thanks for being here. :) xoxo
You're so right SarahLynn. I'm desperately trying to hang on tonight and not do something I'll feel like shit about immediately afterwards. This could call for a trip to WalMart (the non food side of couse!) Maybe I'll do that and then come home and take a bath and shave my legs or something. I could also go for a drive and just leave my debit card at home. Thanks sweetie!
Struggled with anorexia and bulimia since I was a teen. When I get well enough to actually eat stuff I start binge eating which starts a whole new eating problem. Treatment here sucks. They don't seem too concerned.
Not sure what is causing them, been going on for over a year. Going to get wisdom teeth out to see if that helps and start physio.
I love food. I hate calories and fat.