Journal Entry for April 25, 2008
hey everyone im finally back lots of stuff has happened butnow ill be on here all the time again Kayden is doing great hes getting really big now ill …

is feeling Good
hey peoples well ima Steph i love the beach i love to have fun my friends mean alot to me the small amount of have but they are the best
well i go running twice a day, i love horse ridding, i love my son, i love to sk8 surf an ski an just tryed snowboarding i love going to the beach, i want to help people specaily other teens who have gone threw crap so im doing a bacholor in social work an thats about me i think
hey everyone im finally back lots of stuff has happened butnow ill be on here all the time again Kayden is doing great hes getting really big now ill …
Hey im back finally iv been so flat out i havnt been on in agaers iv put photos up for the up date and just so you know my hair isnt brown i went …
hello im back i had a great time im really tanned, an its kaydens birthday he is one i cant beleave its been ahole year sience i had him wow lol.
Does anyone know if Steph's ok?
Hey how are you? Its been a long time since we spoke. I hope all is well. Hugs xx
Wow you're beautiful! Hi, my name is Sheena, I'm new to DS, just wanted to give you a hug.
Massive Hug Miss you loads!! :( Mwah xXx
Hi Stephy Thinking of you have Missed You how are you ??? havent heard from you in a lonng TIME my dear Hope You and Kayden are well Excel!!!
Well my storrie starts when i was ten well thats all i want to remember it back to i had a horrible step father and he did horrible things, things that still to this day no one belevied me about, right now i dont see the point in being alive an i just want to sleep an never wake up an never have a nightmare or have to think about what he did to me an then iwill remember the day for the rest of my life the other guy an what he did his face will scar me for the rest of my life
Since i can remember i have been blamed for all that has happened in my family my mum blams me for my step father betting her an then i got betten up for that, in my family physical abuse was a normal thing an everyday accorence an what makes it so worse is no one cares an my famuly are all police!!!!!! im now starting to think that is is my fult that i made him do it to me
Since i was 13 i have cut myself i have horrible scars, an recently its got worse i purposly fliped a quad bike on myself to try end my life and just two days i got out of hospital after an overdose, i also have this thing were i mental skrew my head up an i dont no how to stop it an it scares me alot, please help me
For as long as i can remember i have been around alcohol,an it was there for me when ever i wanted it i started drinking heaverly to deal with what was happening in my life an now at the age of 16 my liver has started to pack up i still drink ocasonly but find it diffaculty because it reminds me of my past, i wish my step father had never given me that first drink.
Well my parents split when i was 6 days old , i never saw my dad til 2 years ago really. an my step father has ripped my family apart completly, he destroyed my life an my mother has stayed with him after everything he did to me an he wont let her speak to me or he will leave her an she is just total skrewed in the head cause of him he beats her an my brother an i cant do anything about it! But on a positive my dads girlfriend is wonderful!
well hello im a 16 year old mum of one i love my son to death he is my world its been a tough road but im happy just having him in my arms makes it all worth while he is 4 months an 7 days old
well im am a single mum my little boys dad tryed to kill my son when he wasnt born an use to beat me up alot but i am happier this way i dont need someone like that round my son
well my father dyed today he had a heart attack an thats my story thats it well all that matters he was here now hes not end of story
in a way im shy i duno i just dont like talk to people cause of the amont of times iv been hurt
um was pregnant at 15 had my son at 16 so the start of this yea hes beautiful an i love him
to me this is a joke i just got told i have border line Anorexia i do not anyway
the 22 of october 2005 changed my life forever, i was use to what my step father did but a complete strange took my worst nightmare to a complete new level i remember the darkness the pricklyness of his face, the blood that was everywhere on that dark night, i remember running an being found by wade as i sat there after crying no word coming out as he cleaned up the mess that was made of me, then just this year i learnt his name Bryce McCleland he was with my friend.
The Day i found out i was pregnant my sister killed herself before i got to tell her, we were going to do it together.