Lee went home today...So now I'm …
Lee went home today...So now I'm sad :(
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well i'm at college right now. i came early to work on a paper, got a lot finished. Thne i got the selection lists for my up comming DRAG SHOW on next Wednesday April 23, 2008. I selected HOLE as the musician again..the first song will be MALIBU, the second song will be DOLL PARTS..that way when I am up on stage in front of those 600 people in the audience, I can not lonly look and feel sexy,but at the same time I can express my inner pain through the words in those 2 songs.
it's so pretty out today, sunny and like 65 degrees. When I fisrt got up thi morning, I didnt feel good, still having headaches and then the anxieties I get from coming to school set in. While I was in the bathroom , I had talked myself out of going to school today...so I took my ativan and lithium and i sucked it up and here I am; still filled with anxieities.
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ll write more later, have to go to class...
pat
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wow Great job on gettin yourself to school!! I am proud of you!! That would be so cool to see your show!! Have a great day!!
peachy2
cool! take care of your self and don't get too anxious!
bluesun
Not trying to be an "internet doctor" but I noticed you take lithium ( which I took quite a few years ago for Bi Polar ) and Ativan ( I quit taking it about 3 weeks ago ). Just wanted to let you know that there is a better alternative to the two. I know getting your levels checked for lithium all the time sucks. My doc put me on Lamictal about 2 weeks ago and it actually works which is a welcome change. I spent about 7 months where I wouldn't leave the safety of my bedroom...( yeah sad I know ) but anyways you should ask your doc about it...wouldn't hurt. Also if you ever need help with the costs of medicine check out needymeds.com. Lamictal is pretty friggin' expensive but I pay ten bucks for 11 months of it which is sweet. Oh, and I've been poking around that site and noticed Testosterone was on there, so the next time I'm at the doc I'm gonna see if I can get it covered. I hope you have an excellent day and I look forward to reading your next entry...
Much Love,
Simon
FridayThe13th
I'm proud of you for sucking it up and going. I use to feel like that everyday last semester and I know how hard it is just to get out of bed. I'm glad you took your meds and started to feel better.
I'm still sad I couldn't see you in the drag show. So proud of you! Muah!!
Brit
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