Almost CUT
So my friend Brittany was soo right. I forced myself out of my bed late lastnite and I went out for a bit. Just …
I wish I could get rid of the feelings to CUT MYSELF....but they will not go away. I even cut myself lastnite to releive some pressure....probably cause i see no way other than to deal with this pressure, anxieties, and self hate...i'm gonna cut
i just wanted to say that
So my friend Brittany was soo right. I forced myself out of my bed late lastnite and I went out for a bit. Just …
I'm so depressed today.Didn't even want to get up,but here I am.I can't deal with anything anymore.Everything pisses me …
THAT SAYS DONT HATE ME CAUSE I CUT, LOVE ME CAUSE I AM TRYING TO STOPi ENDED UP "CUTTING " MYSELF LAST …
I used to carve things in my arms, not deep ones, just for fun when I was pissed
bluesun
:(..I would say it doesn't solve anything, but I did just drink a bottle of cough medicine.lol. This will get better once finals are over..I hope. CAll me when you feel like this. I'm here for you. Or get your red marker back out.:)
bumbum