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So this is the flip side of a conversation we had a while ago and i am still thinking about it and milling it about in …
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why the hell does this shit always happen? cant i have one fucking day in which i dont flip out either crying in front of a class, or going off on people...
so sick of this boring, chaiotic, no one understands me and i often look like a freak days of my stupid life...stupid thoughts all the time, are they looking at me, are they talking about me, they dont like me, i dont like me, i want to die...
will these shitty thoughts ever disappear, even just for one day????????????????
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I feel that way a lot too... Not every day anymore, but for years it was every single day. Constantly. I hope you feel better soon. Hugs.
ijustwantpeace
Trust me, I know how you feel....I want to just jump ahead to my future to see if I will find true happiness...whatever that is! Hang in there..I'll be here for ya if you need a friend!
JenDavidson
Hopefully one day we will come up with a plan to fix these stupid, annoying thoughts. At least we have each other to laugh about it with. You are like my relief for my stress. Hopefully knowing I'm always here to listen to them helps a little. I am trying to look at this as a long test..in the end we figure something profound.hahaha..one only wishes. I love you, pat.:)..just don't try to gun powder idea..lol
bumbum
I used to have a punching bag for those days. I had to direct my anger at something, otherwise, I would have just started killing people right and left. I still get that feeling of wanting to kill people every now and then. But now I have the ocean to wash my anger away in. I pray you find something to channel that negative energy into so you don't hurt your self.
bluesun