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Journal Entry for May 28, 2007 Mood

Monday, May 28, 2007

I had a brutal evening last night. Hubby and I had a really terrible argument. Things were said that shouldn't have been on both our parts. I think we are both begining to feel the strain of it all. He is working so much right now, and I just feel guiltier and guiltier over something I don't have any control over. In the fantasy - when a spouse gets sick, the partner picks up the pieces and keeps things going until things get back to normal. We haven't had normal in three years. He's been my rock through all of the health problems; first the cervical cancer, then the unexpected (but very welcome and celebrated) high-risk pregnancy, along with bed-rest and birthing complications, right up until now with this ear problem. I am so frustrated right now! Whatever happens to me I can deal with, but I wonder how much more can a marraige take. I know he won't leave, and niether would I, but I wonder how much more strain he can take. I hate to see him so stressed and worried all the time. I hate being the cause of all of this. I'm going to go have a good cry before the kids get up. Thanks for the vent. (((hugs)))

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hi lynne its 8.25 pm monday night here in oz wev'e all had showers and getting ready for bed and i read your journal entry my heart goes out to you after losing our 4 angels my hubby and i argued constantly to the point where i loved him but if something didn't give i was packing the kids up and leaving (which i couldn't do i loved him to much and we'd been through so much)i think times get tough at times but eventually we get past them (even though it seems to take forever) when i read your page you said you had a wonderful husband and i immediatly thought oh how lovely i'm sure your just in a rough patch that will soon pass until then please know i'm here big hugs xoxoxoxox

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