duane's Journal

Taxes Taxes and more Taxes...so we have figure out the captial gains stuff and it looks like I will be paying the government 1800.00 that means no TTC on fertility for about 6 months until most of our debit including my taxes are paid off. I guess I just need a break from TTC and just focus on debit control and my marriage. DH seems to be ok with the high debit but I am not. I tried budgeting today and it just gives me a headache. Imagine kids on top of it all...I at that point you just live for them.

We wend to Toys R Us to buy our God son his birthday gift. We spent a small fortune but he will appreciate it since we will not be spending much on him in the near future. I did meet a former student who works there and gave us 10% off, however when the tax is 14% you really are only saving one of the government taxes...yeh for federal and provincial tax...I wonder what it is like in the States?

I have been trying to pray to St. Gerard all week to help out those on the infertility and miscarriage sight. I hope that it has given someone some hope.

Surprising, I feel relieved to know that we are not trying this month and probably not next month...well maybe next month. I wish that I could wave a magical wand and know if we are ever going to concieve and have children, then we would not be wasting money on negative results.

I just want to know so I can make alternative plans...maybe travel the world and adopt children from one of the countries that we will travel to. Or live and work in different countries enjoying the culture and traditions. who knows....the possibilities are endless.