duane's Journal

I feel so much better today than yesterday. I really do not know if the IUI worked. According to my charting I must of released an egg last night or this morning, so I have been keeping everything crosses.hehehehehe. I am looking forward to Monday and beginning summer school. I have everything photocopied, and all the textbooks are in my  car. I forgot to find 4 types of maps which I will do sometime tomorrow. I even finished writting the exam for the students.

I am trying to keep my mind off the IUI but I can not fathom getting anymore bad news...I am praying very hard that this time it will work. DH is convinced it has. I want to prepare my self just in case it is not the answer we are wishing for.

I found out from my mother that her friend is a new grandmother. He grandchild arrived last week and they have not named him yet because they were told they were having a girl not a boy and guess what the doctors were wrong. I am trying to take the news with as much enthusiasm as possible but it is really difficult. I guess I have distance myself in the last few months because I really do not want to hear about other people , especailly ones I do not know, having kids.

Well today was good day and I am hoping tomorrow will be as well.