Journal Entry for May 9, 2007
feeling ok. may go and see sean. i miss him. only person i can trust.
is feeling Excellent
I'm normally a fun person and enjoy listening to indie music. i love walks in the park on a summers or winters day. i love nature and feel that it is a way to escape from the world. I love the sky at night when it is clear and especially when the pollution of the london sky has been swept away by the evening wind and i can feast my eyes upon the stars that i wish would never disappear. i LOVE art its my life.
Steven.... he's a hunk!!!
feeling ok. may go and see sean. i miss him. only person i can trust.
happy today! enjoy life...
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