is feeling Horrible
I'm a student at Kutztown University studying Social work and Psychology.
I love snowboarding, rockclimbing, and anything involving being outside. I also love to read, do puzzles, crossword puzzles, and play Scrabble. I love cats and have an adorable kitty named Slayer.
April 1, 2008 11:13pm
Baahhhh... I can't stop binging.. it's been about 3 weeks now and my life is falling apart. Every night I feel like have a changing point and …
March 4, 2008 10:03am
This morning I feel like blah.. I look like I gained 5 lbs overnight.. which actually I think I did. I'm too afraid to step on a scale. Worst …
March 4, 2008 1:50am
It's weird to try to think that others don't have an eating disorder like I do.. how do you explain it to someone? First off it's so …
February 22, 2008 8:29pm
So I strayed away from this website for quite some time.. please take me back girls!!!! as some of you might know I was dating a guy for a few years …
You can do this! We are all here in the same boat together. Talking to someone really helps sometimes. Take care!
hey darling! i know u feel u cant do this anymore just try do sumthing u enjoy take ur mind off worrying 4 a while!
oh sweetheart. i so know how you feel. i've been burdened with the constant anxiety, thoughts, obsessions in my head for 6 years too...into my 7th year. i so hope that through this site, other support and our own determination that we can conquer this as much as possible. and i so know what it feels like to wake up liking what you see in the mirror, yet going ahead and eating whatever you can fit in your mouth ALL DAY. until your stomach is at least triple its size and you can't move for the pain of being full. then you feel disgusting, worthless, hopeless, out of control and pretty much like doing yourself in. but there is light at the end of the tunnel. i had a really really bad few weeks just over a week ago. gained a heap of weight in a matter of like 2 weeks and couldn't fit into my clothes. hated myself, absolutely hated myself. but now i've gone 9 days with no binge. bloody hard...but through the support on this site, i've done it. i only hope i can keep it up. so hun...stick in there. things can and will get better. i'm thinking of you... clairexoxo
me too hun! cept i do write it dwn everyday! it must drive u crazy keeping it in ya head!
aww luv u! 2mro wen u wake up try not 2 be too critical of yourself! do sum nice things that make you happy! and unrelated to ed and food as much as poss! take it easy with food! let the bloat go dwn lotsa water!
Binge Eater. I started out having anorexia, then bulimia, and now I've been a binge eater for 4 years.
Binge Eater. Addicted to food, and can't control it.
