i have not been here a long time. I am still gambling and it is a waste of time to try and quit. I still pay my bills but i should be a millionare instead i am indebt and still working 2 jobs. Some things never change. The pain I see on this site is much worse then what i have done so i guess i am extremely fortunate. (The week I thought i had HIV is still the worst week I ever had in my life.) i have achieved what i have achieved. I can empathize with almost everyone but thats all i can do. I just rambled to somebody here and i really said nothing but i feel better now. They took my internet away at work so I dont get a chance to go online much except i do play chess online at yahoo which keeps me occupied. I hope everyone is feeling better I somehow manage and i hope you do too. take care I still think of everyone here and always hope for the best.
wait a minute.. why did you think you had HIV?
false positive?
I don't quite know how to navigate this site. I tried to find more info .
Tearsfallforever
Welcome back and good to see you. I am sorry you are still struggling with this dreadful addiction. I don't believe it is a waste of time trying to quit IF that is what you want. To quit though I believe you have to want to - it's tough I know.
I wish you well in your journey. Suzi
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