Journal Entry for March 15, 2008
Good evening with the girls. Bunko- I used to dread it...I struggle to socialize with people. I am feeling so much more comfortable in my own skin. I …

is feeling Good
wow...suddenly this is hard for me to do...I am a mother to 4 furry children as well as 2 active boys, and grandmother to one guinea pig recently...I am newly employed by the state and trying to rethink my identity as I have become a part of the machine...lol...systems advocacy right?!
My animals and children, painting, drawing, photography, serigraphy, reading, sociology and research, cooking, travel (yeah like I get to do that now!!!)
Good evening with the girls. Bunko- I used to dread it...I struggle to socialize with people. I am feeling so much more comfortable in my own skin. I …
Anyone else hating daylight savings time? I cant sleep. I am tired, but it is too early according to my clock.... All is well. Went to see my mom …
A few nights ago I had a strange dream- and I dont remember dreams often or have a whole dream that is powerful in its emotions. I was living at home …
I have been literally non-stop busy. We found a house- put in an offer and have decided to do this and then work on and sell ours- with no way to …
Exhausted and sad tonight. New job going okay- working on numbers stuff...necessary but not fun and a bit fristrating when sets dont match. AJ is …
My oldest son is struggling, he is a new big brother and has vacillated in behaviors- from refusal to cooperate, to wetting himself, to inattention...some of this may be a shield as there are tensions in the home at times, but making excuses does not help him with life skills. We need him to become more self confident, and a team player!
ADHD and biological depression- postpartum depression.
I have a 6 month old son. I am a working mother- we also have a 4yr old brother and a 19 year old half brother. I am trying to breast feeed- but pumping at work is an issue which is stressful...so we are supplementing. This child is all smiles, and the easisest going member of my home.
I was diagnosed ADD at 17yrs old. I have tried biofeedback, Ritalin and Welbutrin...and plain coping strategies. I hate most meds as I have noticed they affect my ability to brainstorm and think creatively...but allow me to do more analytical or methodical processes...Depression also entered into the picture
In my job I have worked with those who are/have been homeless.
I work with individuals who have had loved ones incarcerated. I also work with those who are o probation to assist with finding employment and reducing chances of reincarceration. I want to be able to better help others, by joining this community, through resources and more empathetic supports.
Breastfed both boys. THe youngest is 6 months...and I am struggling to pump, having to supplement, even after taking supplements.. I just want healthy kids
I grew up in a home that most people envied. My mother was overcompensating. My father was absent in may ways, dealing with his depression, or was overstrict. In therapy I saw this and was made to realize that his not speaking to me as a form of punishment for months at a time WAS abuse. I am now struggling to parent and very afraid that I made the same choice with my partner and am playig out my mothers role,but my husband is far more verbally angry towards me than my father was with my mother.
recently laid off from a non-profit job I loved, due to program closure. Interested in exploring other options, I love people , teaching and art...I have had interest in healthcare industry since I was a child and followed my father doing rounds at the hospital....