Journal Entry for July 20, 2007
July 20, 2007 1:04am
Okay, now i am worried i am about to drop dead any second,this is slightly distressing but my tummy stuff may be a horrid ulcer and my Doc is doing …
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I am 36 (feel about 366! at mo).I have a wonderful teen daughter and caring, sweet boyfriend. We live in a rural area outside Sydney, Australia.I am a bookworm and love offbeat tales. I own a recycled clothing store.I have a horse who keeps me poor.I am a sometimes Circus performer and love dressing up in silly costume. I am not really religeous but have a belief in a positive community and worl consciousness of loving and caring.
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WOW! It has been a year since you posted anything! Been thinking about you and hoping that all is well! Are you okay?!? I will look forward to hearing from you! Big hugs, Patti
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Hey you! Sure do miss you! Hope all is well and looking forward to catching up one of these days! Take care! Big hugs, Patti
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I have been thinking of you a lot lately! I hope you are well! Miss you TONS! Wish you would come back and tell us how you are doing these days! Lots of luv, Patti
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hey hun, even though you've not been here in a long time I've still got you on my friends list because I'm hoping you're going to come back one day. You were absolutely wonderful for me and I really miss you. So get your butt back on here and tell us you're ok! xxx
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I’m With You
Been a long time since we heard anything from you! I hope you are well. I think of you often and wanted to catch up! Please look me up when you can! Lots of luv, Patti
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Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Too long a story for this space,a little...Multiple sexual,emotional and physical abuse since v.young.Breakdown after horrific rape in 93'. PTSD diagnosed,slow long recovery inc hospital stay. Thought better but then some worse events inc ex partner attempting suicide four times involving police drama's.Now flashbacks to all, even stuff i thought was dealt with! Have become very scared of everything so don't want to leave house.Lost interest in most things.Crazy fight flight rapid response
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
Close Back Pain
Accident of violent temper regarding ex husband. Prolapsed disk C5-C6.Getting nerve together for titanium disk surgery.Will look like Frankensteins Bride with scar to front of neck. Valium for 12 years to ease pain of muscle tension around inflamed area. Hurt daily.No more horse riding for miss Eve
Treatments
- Acupuncture Somewhat Helpful
- Chiropractic Adjustment Not Working
- Cortisone (Injection) Not Working
- Ibuprofen Not Working
- Physical Therapy Too Soon to Tell
Open Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)
Since a young thing i have had teddy belly as named by mum. It bloats and extends like a huge self entity and stress in the last few years has contributed to I BS that is extreme and a bad day sees me naked .scared and whale like in front of a mirror just wishing i cooould eat and have no ill effect.Wheat is very bad!
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Partner/SpouseFour years together but he finally burn't down himself and all of his possesions after many traumatic attempts.I miss him on this Earth.
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Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionJust always at times,the dark comes over
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