superdadRKJ's Journal

So I'm back from the 10 day rehab. It was in the Canadain Rockies so we did lots of connecting with nature crap. It was relaxing just sitting in the woods looking at the lake. I'm still hurting from the with-drawls. Mary, my counselor, has Ash watching me and reporting to her everything I do. She has to call every night, and I don't pick up, she keeps calling till I do. So I'm shit out of luck no matter what I do. I am so whipped out. The 6 hour plane ride didn't help, turbulence all the way pretty much. I gave up on sleeping there. I was watching this movie called "Shooter". A movie about shooting down things while I'm on a plane isn't really what I want to see at the moment.

Ashley is mad at me still. She wouldn't go to the airport with Caitie when my plane landed. I walked in the door and she gave me a hug but then just walked away and didn't say anything. She is watching tv now but even if I try to talk to her she just gets up and walks away. Talking to her on the phone with her she was so happy I was coming home, I just don't know whats going on with her lately. She has started to hang out with some bad people. I have to head to work to get all my paperwork I missed and talk to the boss about stuff. Than I have to bring Ash to the doctor.