whisper1215’s Profile
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About Me
I am barely qualifying as an example. I am marginal, the excluded kid from the birthday party. I am close to the lower limit of quality or acceptability. I am not quite up to what is standard or expected. Just a client who complied with psychiatric evaluation and who may or may not remain stable on medication to relief false believes.
Interests
I am a graphic designer, it is a love and hate relationship like everything else in my life. What makes my life more bearable~my dog, chocolate, swimming, road trips, good food and good music. Nirvana, Pearl Jam, Tool, NIN, REM, Beethoven, Mozart, Vivaldi, Tchaikovsky, The White Stripes, Alice in Chains, Green Day, Modest Mouse, Incubus, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Sublime, Smashing Pumpkins, Soundgarden, Audioslave, Johnny Cash, Ramones, Rolling Stones, Janis Joplin, The Doors. I am also a big fan of South Park, independent and foreign movies.
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Hugbook
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Missing you and wishing you where still around on ds ...Come visit me when you can and see my new pics.Blessings Amy
I’m With You
Thinking of you. hope you know there are good thoughts & energy that come your way! take care, hugs & blessings, Jess
Flower
Hope you are doing OK today!I am doing OK with my second job.
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Good morning!
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hey dude. girl dude.
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
Bipolar 1-client reports a history of bp disorder. Current symptoms include depressed mood, anhedonia, indecisiveness, mood swings. Client has a history of manic episodes. Symptoms cause significant impairment in most areas of functioning.- BUT not all the time : ]. This is my diagnose as 2006 and 2008, but I am truly convinced.
Treatments
- Abilify Somewhat Helpful
- I get Akathisia from it, so I've decided to stop for now.
- Ativan Working / Worked
- It is very addicting , at one point I took 15 (15mg) pills within a few hours without realizing. I am not taking anymore.
- Depakote Not Working
- I've tried last year, it made me depressed.
- Geodon Somewhat Helpful
- It works great on mixed symptoms, but it also makes me anxious. I am not taking anymore
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- 500mg, works great specially for depression.
- Risperdal Not Working
- I tried, I don't remember why I did not continue taken.
- Seroquel Not Working
- I slept for 14 consecutive hours and woke up with my tongue swollen.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- I spent days and days without any sleep under this medication.
- Zyprexa Not Working
- 20mg at night, it makes me dizzy, thinking a little clearer. I am not taking anymore and I don't remember why. Maybe it is because affects my memory :)
Close Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)Periodic personality swing, but just on the border, inside I am a full blown lunatic. Dissociation is the most disturbing symptom to me. I am not convinced on this diagnosed either, I might just have some borderline traits such as, temper tantrums, self mutilation, impulsivity, black and white thinking, relationship and self image instability. It overlaps with BD, it is all too confusing. I might just be in denial.
Open Self-Injury
Just another coping mechanism to ensure my survival. Does suicide attempt count? ok..3x between the years 2005 and 2007, I was hospitalized for a week each time. I think, and this is my theory not based in any reliable source, I have PTSD from my suicide attempts.
Open Breakups & Divorce
Divorced, yuppie
Open HIV
I have three members of my family who contract HIV, my grandmother is one of them. She died without knowing she had the virus, my family hid her blood results, we were scared she would commit suicide if she knew.
Open Families & Friends of Gays & Lesbians
I am part of this group in an attempt to help my cousin, I consider him my best friend and brother.
Open Migraine Headaches
aghh I dont want to talk about my migranes right now either
Treatments
- Imitrex Not Working
Open Phobia
I fear. I fear crowds, I fear speaking in front of people, I am ok one by one, three the most. I am always uneasy around people. I dropped out innumerous classes while in school and college. I work and study online partialy because of social phobia. I am getting better though...well I think ...
Treatments
- Paxil Not Working
- When I first started taking Paxil, I did not know I was bipolar...should I continue? the experience resulted into a full blown mania
Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
For these last two years I've been smoking almost everyday a little bit before going to bed. Humm self medication or self indulgence? I haven't smoked in 10 months now.
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