Perplexed!
I am just utterly confused today, not sure what to do about it other than bear with it and pray it gets better …

OK, Mo's brakes went out on her car this morning on the way to work. Went to get her car and take it to the shop and the estimate is around $500. When I got back the washer quit working with a full load of clothes in it. I think the linkage from the motor to the drum failed. Estimate is around $200. The insurance bill came for our cars, around $600. My truck has a problem in the electrical system and the battery is dead if you let it sit overnight. Have to go out and start it up every couple of hours to keep the battery charged. We don't have enough money to pay the mortgage this month.
OK, I had to get all of that out just so I could get it out of my mind. Some how seeing that in writing just helps me cope with it.
I must do something to help my family out. I cannot just sit and watch everything fall apart. The government says I'm not disabled but I cannot get a job. I'm stuck in the middle, too sick to work but not sick enough for government assistance.
Help!
I am just utterly confused today, not sure what to do about it other than bear with it and pray it gets better …
Well, I was able to get up to the hospital today despite the 12" inches of snow that happened to fall …
Well, today didn't go to well for me either. Thats 4 bad days in a row.....surely tomorrow will be better! …