ok I'm doing ok again today:) All …
ok I'm doing ok again today:) All though when i have a few good days, i can always feel a binge coming soon. but i …

Thurs 03.36am - I'm back! Sorry I've been gone for so long. Need some time away. I was in a really bad way a while ago but recently I've been feeling a bit better. I can manage a smile most days now which is good.
Been binge purging so much this week. I don't even have to binge to purge. I'll just have half a sandwich or a piece of fruit && purge it. I've lost a little weight though which is a good thing right?
Highest Weight: 256lbs [18.4st]
Current Weight: 232lbs[16.8st]
Goal Weight 1: 196lbs [14st]
ok I'm doing ok again today:) All though when i have a few good days, i can always feel a binge coming soon. but i …
Well here's my update since it's been a while and I usually just use xanga. I'm scared to count today's …
i feel disgusting and FAT.....i weighed myself in at 126.4!!!!! thats HORRIBLE....thats the highest ive weighed since …