is feeling OK
Lol can see what's wrong with me by the ever growning list of things to the right. Profile active since: April 27th 2007
I'm into reading, tv, films, painting, drawing, music, drinking etc.
October 24, 2007 2:44am
Wed 7:43am - I am a complete wreck this morning. I was okai a few hours ago. Smiling, singing along to random songs...and now? EMOTIONAL DOWNPOUR! …
August 7, 2007 10:45am
Tues 3.44pm - Okai so this is a different kind of journal entry. I'm gonna try to express how I feel as clearly as possible && then …
August 1, 2007 10:36pm
Thurs 03.36am - I'm back! Sorry I've been gone for so long. Need some time away. I was in a really bad way a while ago …
July 12, 2007 1:41am
Thurs 6:40am - SIGH what a shitty week. Last night [well the last couple of hours] I've binged and purged twice. I can stop it. I need more and …
I'm so addicted to food! I spend about £20 a week on junk food!. I can't seem to stop myself.
Depression, depression, depression, we go back a long way lol. I've known depression since I was 10 or 11. Got diagnosed with it at 14 & I'm still letting it control me.
I don't know where to start really. I just can't keep away from food. I can be bored, depressed, anxious etc I go straight to food & I can't stop it!
I think I'm bisexual, I'm not sure. I am very attracted to women & ocassionally I am to men as well. BUT...men totally scare me, I can't force myself to sleep with any (even good friends).
I'm still a virgin & affraid to sleep with a guy & I think I might be a lesbian. I'm so confused.
I'm classed as obese which sucks. I'm a size 20 (truthly) & about 18st 4lbs.
I'm hooked on BeBo mainly at the mo. I go on Bebo, MSN, here, MySpace, UKCB & wherever else.
