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    About Me

    I was sexual abused when age 8. I have been in therphy for many years on this with anixty attacks. Finally found a therphist who has helped me with this problem where I can talk about it now. Am the mom to two children and one granddaughter. Have OCD rituals all the time. And when one dies out another takes it's place. Jan 2008 been sober for 18 years Hurrah!!!

    Interests

    I love animals, poetry, music, painting baking healthful things to eat. Writing stories that are published on the internet. Writing poetry. Walks and being with Max my german shepard.

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    • Close Environmental Allergies
      Type of allergy: Multiple Chemical Sensitivity

      I have such a sensitive body to most things, like if i am giving a new medication from my doc they start with a childs dose and work their way up to an adult dose, same with when givng me something to knock me out they do the same with the medicines i get. I can't handle any cleaners, paint, perfume, only laundry detergent i can use that don't bother me is Purex and downy sheets for the dryer.

      Treatments

      Allegra Somewhat Helpful
      Works best
    • Close Diabetes Type 1

      I been a diabetic for 38 yrs and I have two handsome sons whom are on their own now. I am divorced but recently got engaged on Dec 25-07 to a wonderful man. Being a diabetic for so many years has caused many medical problems for me and more are added every year. But i keep going am not a quitter.

    • Open High Blood Pressure

      I am 57 have had hb since my last son was born about 23 yrs now. I take Altace for the past four years and it has never made me cough it just does it's job.

      Treatments

      Atenolol Working / Worked
      works well
      Lisinopril Not Working
      didnt work
    • Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

      I have OCD would bath so many times a day that my skin was dry and cracked...I went to a therphist and found out its cause I wa raped when i was 8 and In my head it tells me to wash alot to be clean... I am doing better on this now... Also my man just found out he has OCD he washes his hands more then 50 times a day. I like to hear about others who have OCD of any kind. Evonne

      Treatments

      Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
      Seeing a therphy on this she has helped me to understand why i am doing this all the time. ANd it has helped more then taking meds.
      Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
      works sometimes and sometimes not
      Paxil Not Working
      Seemed to make me ina panic mode
    • Open Back Pain

      I fell down last May and reptured two disk in my lumbar part of the back. At age 57 it was not a good idea to fall down. I am at the present time for the past six weeks been attending Physical Therphy and being in the Whirlpool twice a week and doing light excerises seems to be helping my back pain.

      Treatments

      Ibuprofen Somewhat Helpful
      Not quite so much pain.
      Physical Therapy Working / Worked
      Whirlpool helps back pain.
    • Open Dry Eyes

      I never had problems with dry eyes till i had my cateracts taken off since then, no matter what i try over the counter meds or ones prescribed by my doctors don't seem to work. Has anyone found something that really helps the dry eye it bothers me to have my lid stuck to my eye ball all the time.

    • Open Cataracts

      Never knew i had stigmatism till i had my cataracts removed. When the new lens was put in they are round and with stigmatism a person has oval shape eyes. Well i now can see a black line on the sides on the eye and its annoying. Anyone else have this kind of problem?

      Treatments

      Surgery Working / Worked
      This helped for awhile but with diabetis i have had to have it done more then once.
    • Open Tinnitus

      I woke up one morning two years ago with this ringing in my left ear. It was terrible and I could not figure out why. Went to my ENT he said he could give me something for it but most things dont' work. I hate to go out, i can't sleep so i bought a WHITE NOISE MACHINE it helps as i don't hear the noise in my ears so much and can sleep...Some days its so bad that I wonder if i make it through the day. It has made me have panic attacks and neverous. I don't think it ever gets better just worse.

    • Open TMJ

      I never had TMJ until i had my teeth out. I think the doc had my mouth open to wide when did the surgery as I have had it since in my jaw. It gets to hurting so much that i can't hardly open or shut it.

      Treatments

      CranioSacral Therapy Working / Worked
      works sometimes
    • Open GERD & Heartburn

      I start3ed with GERD about five years ago with the pain in my chest reaching to my back and deep into my stomach...Has a scope done to see if i had an ucler or cancer it came back okay for that. And acid reflex seems to act up on me more in the night time then in the day time anyone have this problem?? Some meds work some dont i just kind of hit and miss on what works and what does not. And tums and rolaids don't work for this.

      Treatments

      Aciphex Not Working
      Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
      Helps not to eat spicy foods, or foods high in grease or fats. And not eating fresh vegetables that cause gas, broccoli,cabbage etc.
      Prevacid Working / Worked
      Helps some what but not totally.
    • Open Arrhythmias
      Type: Tachycardia

      Paroxysinal supraventricular tachycardia...Was dignoised with this five years ago. I take medication for it that does work. But when i am getting tired it acts up more anyone out their with this kind of Arrhythmia??

    • Open High Cholesterol

      One can get the Non Flusing Niacin and not have those i call them hot flashes where one is red all over and it caused me to have a major panic attack which So ask your doctor about the non flusing niacin it does not do that. But Niacin does help lower the bad cholesterol. Statins can cause so many serious side affects as their are so many ppl that can't take it. I take Zetia it works in the stomach lowered my count from 282 to 242 and get it checked again here soon.

      Treatments

      Lipitor Not Working
      I had such terrible side affects from this medicine and any statin meds, could not even open my jaw or chew, walk, my heart hardly beat, migrains,fatigue,insommina .
      Zetia Working / Worked
      its working fairly well
    • Open Sexual Abuse

      I was 8 when i was used. Took my childhood away from me. I never told anyone till i was 40 and when to a theraphist she helped me soooo much.. I learned to let the child inside of me grow up and once she did then i could actually be who i am today. This did however give me a compulsive disorder for years where i bathed so many times trying to get clean that ihad sores on my body. That too I learned to overcome. I can talk about this now and not feel bad, feel its my fault or cry.

      Treatments

      Art Working / Worked
      Drawing makes me relaxed and focus on what happen long ago is not happening now.
      Music Working / Worked
      I write lyrics to songs and it relives the sadness from what happen to me long ago.
      Talking Working / Worked
      Talking with my theraphist for a few years helped me come out of my shell and learn to live in the world i am in now, not the one I was in for so many years. Talking helps alot with the right person.
      \"The Courage To Heal\" Working / Worked
      I wanted to heal to live and be free again so with hope and courage i made it.
    • Open Liver Cancer

      I had a friend die of this and i always wonder what were the signs that a person may have this can anyone help me with this?

    • Open Asthma
      Type: Adult Asthma

      Lipitor nearly killed me could not chew, walk well, memory loss and lots of other stuff happen. I hope i never have to be on them for any lung problems as if the lung problems didn't kill me statins would.

      Treatments

      Albuterol Working / Worked
      Breathing Exercises Not Working
      Flovent Not Working
      Inhaler Working / Worked
      helps alot
      Xopenex Somewhat Helpful
      sleepy alot of the time on this.
    • Open Female Sexual Issues

      First time hurt so bad wanted to hit my hubby but later on liked it.

      Treatments

      Relaxation Working / Worked
      best to be relaxed and feels good then.
    • Open Arthritis

      I am on disability since a car accident in 2003 and it takes a long time to get ssi or ssdi and yes they think family and friends can help you out while waiting.

      Treatments

      Ibuprofen Not Working
      Lodine Working / Worked
      works sometimes
      Naproxen Working / Worked
      works
      Swimming Working / Worked
      very helpful
    • Open Medical Mysteries

      I have had check for years thinking i have Crohns diease and all test come back negative yet still got the symtons of it. So i just keep looking for a doc that will listen and try to understand me. And trying to find a doc that will LISTEN is the problem as most think they know more then the person going thourh the problems so all i can say is good luck finding one.

    • Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

      I got PTSD when i was beaten from my mom long ago and raped as a child and still goes on.

      Treatments

      Art Working / Worked
      it helps sooths the mind
      Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
      THis helped me learn how to deal with flashbacks
      Music Working / Worked
      Helps me to relax
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      Having someone to listen to me and understand what i went thourgh helped.
      Reading Working / Worked
      Helped me sharpen my mind.
      Talking Working / Worked
      Oh yes talking and talking and still talking helps take the pressure off my shoulders.
      Narcotics Anonymous (NA) Working / Worked
      Having these helped me alot to overcome the stress but after awhile taking them i got addicted to them and coming off them was worse hell then having PTSD
    • Open Fibromyalgia

      I was dignoised with this four years ago although i may have had it longer. I am in pain alot with this or other issues daily.

      Treatments

      Aqua Therapy Working / Worked
      worked very well for a few months then my insurance would not pay for it so back to what i was before.
      Cyclobenzaprine Working / Worked
      works on and off
      Heat Working / Worked
      warmth seems to help
      Neurontin Working / Worked
      helps with this and my neuropathy
      TENS Working / Worked
      this works while i got it on and about half an our after take off and then pain is back
    • Open Veterans

      My hubby was in vietnam war

    • Open Pet Bereavement

      I have lost cats and dogs in death.

    • Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

      I was mentally and physically abused from a child till i was mid 30s. I always said physical abuse is not as bad as mental to me it never goes away.

      Treatments

      Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
      worked
      Art Working / Worked
      helped relx me and could put into it how i felt
      Divorce Working / Worked
      never looked back after i got my divorce
      Forgiveness Working / Worked
      worked some what
      Leave Working / Worked
      leaving my moms house was great but married a man that was worse then her
      Music Working / Worked
      calms me down
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      had a great theraphist who helped much
      Talking Working / Worked
      having someone listen to me talk helped the most
    • Open Empty Nests

      My children have left the nest all of them.

      Treatments

      Patience Working / Worked
      some days works most days i have none
      Writing Working / Worked
      works
      Talking Working / Worked
      talking with others who has experienced this is helpful
    • Open Sensory Integration Disorder

      Been hypersensitive all my life. When new meds are introduced to me have to start out with a childs dose and go from their. Can't stand to have socks on. Like being hugged but the sensation of it on my skin don't like.

      Treatments

      Brushing Therapy Working / Worked
      helps my body or skin to feel more at ease when something is touching it.
    • Open Family & Friends of Bipolar

      I was told when i was pregnant with my son that i had bipolar thats been some twenty plus years ago now

    • Open Alcoholism

      I use to drink from the age of 16 till i was 40 been sober for 18 yrs.

      Treatments

      Cold Turkey Working / Worked
      THis was hard but i got tired of hang overs taking care of kids and working this way. it worked for me. And been sober for 18yrs now never drank not even one....
      Folic Acid Working / Worked
      got vitimine B dificenty and took shots and got back to normal.
      Sleep Working / Worked
      Sleep helped
      Willpower Working / Worked
      cold turkey and lot of will power can work if you really want it too.
    • Open Bipolar Disorder

      I havehad bipolar for years maybe even born with it.

      Treatments

      Celexa Working / Worked
      Insomina
      Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
      worked
      Group Therapy Working / Worked
      helped as far as i knew i was not the only one.
      Risperdal Working / Worked
      just started this so don't know yet
      Wellbutrin Working / Worked
      working but makes me tired more so then i already am.
    • Open Degenerative Disc Disease

      I have had DDD for about three years now and it never gets better just seems to get worse.

    • Open Depression
      Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

      Been depressed for years, mabye most of my life.

      Treatments

      Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
      this has worked
      Cymbalta Somewhat Helpful
      Lexapro Not Working
      didn't work make me to dizzy all the time
      Paxil Somewhat Helpful
      Helped more then some of the meds I took
      Positive Thinking Working / Worked
      works for me, to try and keep postive is good.
      Prozac Working / Worked
      Works best
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      being able to talk to someone that knows what i am about helped much.
      Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
      most only listen for awhile then didn't care
      Writing Working / Worked
      I love to write and it calms me
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