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Journal Entry for October 1, 2007 Mood
Monday, October 1, 2007

Its only 9am and already a long day! I am just trying to get better. I know its stupid but I fell yesterday and today I am just in so much pain. I think that Im gunna go to the ER soon. I am scared for the baby as well. I am cramping pretty bad. As for Derek....I heard from him 2 nights ago...at 3am...he wanted me to come over and talk and I was like hell no...Its too late...so I pissed him off apperently and havent talked to him. Im starting to realize that this is what my life has become. I am doing this alone and this is my worst fear. I am so so scared but dont know what to do. I am just confused lately. I am gunna hop into the bathtub and then go to ER and Ill write once I get back!

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  1. Softballgirl

    I hope that you feel better soon,and hun sometimes its better to go it alone then to be with someone and keep getting hurt.Hugs,Kim


    Softballgirl

  2. tvucetich

    I'll say a prayer for you and hope everything turns out o.k.


    tvucetich

  3. sandi629

    Praying for you and hoping you feel better real soon. Many hugs :)


    sandi629

  4. MissReen

    Good luck i know everything will be ok!!
    Don't let him be nasty and get you down ok he is turning his back on a beautiful woman who loves him and his child he doesn't deserve to have you if he can do that ok..
    Reen


    MissReen

  5. jeremysgrrl

    let us know how you are sweetheart we'll pray for you :)


    jeremysgrrl

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